It was almost a conflict free month

Except that it is the most painful time of the year for me. So how could it be conflict free. The afterglow of a fun vacation extended for exactly two weeks. 

I nearly forewent the treatment. I would like an ending. 23 years is too long. 

The girl, she was funny yest eve for a few min and even funnier tonight. I'm just tired. I was hopeful. But I was wrong. Again. 

Funny thing about that. How can I be so wrong. All the time?

I am nobody's answer. I am the bane of my own existence. It is time for an ending. Soon.