Wednesday, July 29, 2015

How do you end something that does not exist?

Lying. It's one of the worst things I can think of. 

And yet we lie all the time. We lie to protect the feelings of others, we lie to save our own skin. 

But when we lie in a sloppy manner, what is the message we are trying to send? When we freely provide proof that shows us as lying, what are we trying to say to the target of our lie?

I'm so tired. Of everything. Of everyone. Every act is a slight. I must be the biggest buffoon in history. Or at least be perceived as such. 

How do I leave this situation? I just click out. Don't respond. Change my contact info. Anything. 

I don't want to be made to feel like someone is contacting me out of obligation. That it is a burden. It's so stupid. Just end the whole thing already. It's not even anything real. It was fun., right? Now it's not. Fine. Move on. 

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