The oddity continued, but what is appropriate?

I am surprised to look on here and see the 6/19 post. The oddity was a full blown obsession through Sunday, I guess. 

Something was altered that day, though. I realized that this whole thing was not real, but make believe. Of course, I knew that. But in existing in the moment, I somehow managed to block out that fact. 

Having realized it Sunday, it was proven again to me tonight (Tuesday). I actually was irked. I'm not sure that this is an appropirate thing, an appropriate response, though. After all, it's only make believe. 

I guess I'll just adjust. That's probably what I need to do. Head back into the real world, or at least not leave it for the land of make believe…

It was fun there (in the land of make believe) for a while. I remembered what it meant to care. About anything. But it's not real. It is only vapor. And the slightest breeze can blow a vape cloud away.