2015 ending, now what?

2015 coming to an end. I've been told (again) my services are no longer required, that I am free to pursue other interests. Inevitable, obviously. 

My other situation has taken a radical shift. Instead of my time being occupied, I am now preoccupied with the fact that it is no longer occupied. Tough. 

The walls are closing in. Those who have remained, still, are wary of me. Who can blame them? I thought it would end at the end of year P23. That time came and went. I was caught up with my child-friend. She is winding me down now. I was surprised by that. Seems she's just hanging on for one last romp through WDW in January. 

I'm trapped. These is only one solution. Only I'm not manic or depressed right now. So how can I act?