Messed up world- Navy Yard Shootings

A contractor killed 12 people today with a high powered rifle before being killed by authorities. Let here were other casualties. It is so sad. 

In uplifting (?) news, the Pope is calling people who write to him about their problems. 

Today was the 3rd visit by the ANNA nurse, Yuri. He says some black has appeared outside the wound that he is concerned about. I took a pic during the dressing change tonight. 

My mother says my sister was hospitalized today after falling in the bathroom during a chemo treatment. I have not been able to get her (Mary) on the phone or by text the last few weeks. Just like my sister Rebecca. Weird. 

I rescheduled my Remicade appt for 6 weeks (Oct 30). Reason: infection. 

Skin flaking (?) progressing much faster this year then in 2010. 

I am so alone. It is so perplexing because I have been alone and never this lonely. Weird.