Tuesday, September 10, 2013

National suicide (prevention) day

Look. I am in pain. Too much pain. Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual. 

I need an ending. I'm going to suffer through to one (hopefully) when the Psoriasis completely takes over. 

There's a lot of suffering that is involved in that. 

Where is the dignity?

My cousin is staying in a facility that costs $5,500/month. He has no physical ailments. Only mental & drug damage (not abuse- taken as prescribed). I wish I could see my cousin before the end. I wish I could have visited disney before the end. August was really my last chance for either of those.  It didn't happen. 

Abandoned. That's what happened to me. I should have been allowed to go in 2010. Now I have to go through this suffering all over again. Shit. 

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