Giving up #1. Hole in Foot

Well the end has started earlier than anticipated. Worked 7 days across 2 weeks collecting garbage. This involved 20 "openings" of 12 apts each, 6 up and 6 downstairs. 

That had a significant impact on one spot in my body:

This is bottom of left foot at outer edge. 

It's called a diabetic foot ulcer. This will not heal. So I have decided not to see a doc for this. In line with current planning of suspending psychiatric (Aug 5) and immunological (Aug 19) treatments. End had to begin somewhere. I thought it was going to begin at top (head). Instead, it begins at bottom (left sole). Aug 1. It begins.