Started prep and painting today. Holes filled in LR, 2 & 3 bdrms, 2 bath & hallway and foyer. Painted only wall without damages. Only 7 FT up.

Another chpt ending

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. -Green Day. 

Today is the last day if my 2 year zoo membership. I wanted to take Mak, but maybe she has had enough of that life. 

I've had it for 10 years, since moving to Jax after the (of course) failed stint at the Disney College Program, which I started after graduating from ASU in the end of 2002. 

This was my last tie to normality. Of course, how normal with Lisa Perry listed as my other adult. 

It has been a weird fall. Needlessly protracted. It could have ended quickly near the end of 2010. Instead, it has dragged on for another 3 years. 

I guess I am mostly sad because during the extension I was adjudicated a criminal. 

Of course, I had some experiences and felt some things I had not since early 2005. But to what end? 

After all of it, I am left wanting. That was something I no longer felt after mid2008. 

Gift given or accursed? I guess it is hard to say. The misery I feel would leave me to judge it accursed. An accursed gift? 

Oh. Today I let the Internet be shut off here in summer pines. It is less, "let" and more, "no $$$."

Weird.